and what drive me to write again is because Insya Allah... I will become a mommy! Yeah I'm pregnant. I feel like I need to express my feelings, my experience while I running this amazing moment in my life, our life.
First time, I knew I was pregnant was just coincidental. I have used test pack a week before and got negative result. But few days later, my stomach hurt, my head spined, and i felt sick. I thought it because I had delayed period which I usually had.
Then on Saturday 23rd Jan, I was planned to go shopping with my mom, but I took test pack again to make sure because I missed my period a week. The result took a quite time, so I leave it for shower. But I already felt pessimistic when I saw one line appears.
After 8 mt shower, I looked back at my test pack, and surprisingly it looked like this...
It's POSITIVE!
That's the first time in my life I see + in my test pack result.
So, I cancelled my shopping plan and went to my doctor, Boy Abidin at RS Mitra Kelapa Gading to make sure.
Then here is the USG photo:
Doctor said i have 5 weeks pregnancy. The USG photo showed probably a small Gestational sac, approximately 1 cm diameter. Doctor asked me to come again next 2 weeks, and I should gain my weight, 1 kg more. He also told me to avoid some food and eat healthy food and milk. He gave Vomilat as asam folat vitamin.
Honestly, I still have doubt whether I am pregnant or not, because I didn't see clear result on my USG test, I thought I should see a big sac or embryo. Then yesterday and today I took test pack again, and the result is:
POSITIVE!
alhamdulillah, i feel relieved now :)